Wednesday, April 16, 2008
It has not been an discouraging month, maybe year... ha ha.
Everything seems out of control and there is an army that surrounds me from all sides. I feel like as if I could no longer fight this endless treats and spears from the enemy.
People that I'm passionate about, the people I live for seems to turn against me while I speak the truth. The people whom I love seems to stick jagged knife into my back while I'm asleep. People that I trust have broken the cord and people that I lead are leading down.
Parents seems against me while I put their children at the highest interest, children thinks I'm against them because I try to get them to walk in the light. What is going on oh Lord.
I'm glad that I was able to meet with 5 youth pastors and leaders of Penang yesterday. They too share the same struggles and challenges that I face and because of this I didn't feel alone. We shared our heart and later prayed for one another.
I'm also glad for a wife that stands by my side to support and encourage me.
I hear the voice again... Do you trust me son?
